90 MEETINGS IN 90 DAYS

After spending 19 days of detoxing, and still feeling like sick, both physically and mentally, I knew I needed to surround myselves with other recovering addicts. I was living at a half way house and it was strongly reccomended that I attend 90 meetings in 90 days. At my first meeting I picked up a white key tag which represented surrender. I wasn't judged, as a matter of fact they applauded and hugged me and told me " don't pick up and keep coming back". They understood me. They were me , or atleast had suffered enough to wind up here with me. It wasn't a curse, as a matter of fact it was a blessing. I just had to stay clean "just for today" and I found with the people in the rooms and the meetings I attended, I was going to stay clean today...Just for Today